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Psalm 23: A Prelude To Little Heretic

by Zack Shaw

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Psalm 23 03:55
Well I spent all damn day in the hot hot sun With a straight jacket, a rose and an unforgiving tongue And I dug deep down to the core of this life To the edge of this condition in the early morning light And the deepest darkest part of this cold dead mess Is the beauty all around me I hope I never forget What it felt like to breathe and the pains of becoming I would color myself tortured in a veil of suffering How the terror cloaked all of the white washed lies All the sympathy and sadness that I blacked out from my eyes Smoke swallows up the sky in the hot hot sun Let it wash away my sorrow and the wreck I could become Well it’s alright now Someday we will radiate It’s the road and not the destination that you truly crave And the pale blue moon with its secrets stuck inside Will always have a choice to glow or hide behind the tide Well it’s alright And David felt secure oh yeah and man did he get saved And the lord was his shepherd through the valley of the grave When he cried out to the clouds begging mercy for his sin He realized that the Holy Ghost was just a voice inside his head Every tragedy erased and all the waters calm and still By the time he praised to glory he still had to pay his bills
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Two Stories 03:14
Jack was all covered in sand (held the world in his hands) He’s the singer in your favorite American band Caught a case of the homesick blues Another martyr for ego and substance abuse When the house lights would dim he would soar To the highest of highs and then crash on the floor His struggle is obscured in the glow It’s the nature of habit the ebb and the flow Woe Woe I can’t blame him for feeling out of place Its hard to stay hopeful when the future is erased It’s the nature of the psychic bourgeoisie It’s just another rainy day pouring down on me Gloria turns tricks in the night Fetishized by married men cause her skin isn’t white Grabs the money and gets into the car It takes its toll but it pays more than tending the bar Though she’s tired it is never enough The system that contains her is out for her blood Dirty cops, white collared criminals lie Never ending, the struggle it takes to survive She still tries Still holds her head up high She still tries I can’t blame her for the game that she plays As long as the world runs on money you do what you need to get paid Its in the nature of human dignity It’s another rainy day pouring down on me
3.
Pipe Bomb 03:30
I didn’t want to tell you but I told you so Now we’re arm and arm in this parade The bank teller is tired of cashing checks all day Her mother hopes and prays she can be saved Now we congregate inside a broken dream Soft and thin our whispers start to fade Symmetry and static populate my room I ignore the world to make it through the day I could’ve been a soldier I could’ve been brave I could’ve been an angel But I ended up awake I could’ve been a daydream I could have got paid I could’ve saved time Instead I showed up way too late I could’ve been a pipe bomb I could’ve been crazed I could’ve stayed in contact But I ended up estranged In the background of Your wicked world Your wild thoughts escape The contracts closed The truth you know Is staged It’s staged I could’ve been a soldier I could’ve been brave I could’ve been an angel But I ended up awake I could’ve been a rain cloud On a summer day I could’ve been hopeful But I ended up afraid I didn’t want to tell you but I told you so Now I’m wide awake beyond the grave I didn’t want to tell you but I told you so Promise me you’ll never go away
4.
Spent all my life in a haze Tired of being awake By the time I grew up I was weathered and tough Just wishing the heartache away But you never leave me How you complete me The luck of the lost and estranged Can’t grow without you Not that I’d want to I’ll never forget you this way Went out of town for a while Rambling round like a lost lonely Child before you know I’ll be back and the snow Will be gone and I won’t count the miles Don’t worry about it I’ll never doubt this It’s only a week and a day Can’t live without you Not that I want to I’ll never forget you this way When I am old and grey And I can’t remember my age Stuck in my bed With a song in my head And only the sound of your name You never left me How you accept me All of of the years we sustained Can’t live without you Why would I want to I will love you through all of your days

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Populated and Forgotten

There’s an elderly woman making her way down the sidewalk. She mutters something under her breath as she passes by a group of schoolchildren. She thinks about her sister and when they would walk themselves home after school. They didn’t have cell phones. They played outside all day until their mother would let them at dusk. Her thoughts shift to the concrete under her feet and how her shoes are getting worn out. Considering she’s had them for a decade, they’ve lasted a while. They don’t make them like they used to. She’s pushing a shopping cart and in it are a few blankets and a backpack full of clothes and empty nips of vodka. Something about the scent that the bottles give the bag brings her comfort. She remembers the scent of her fathers pipe tobacco. He would smoke cigars while Hank Williams played over the stereo. If there were a time machine she would take it there. “Cold, Cold, Heart” gets stuck in her head as she makes her way to her camp. She found a spot at the base of an underpass. She likes it here because the sound of the highway lulls her to sleep and it’s tucked away near the woods, where nobody can bother her. That seems to be the criterion, isolation. No one to push her around or judge her for the trajectory of her life. She wasn’t stupid. She wasn’t poor, she was broke. See, there’s a huge difference that they don’t tell you about in school. On paper, zero is always zero. It’s not the thrashing of life’s cruel lessons and the sound of your sisters last breath. It’s not the feeling of your worn out soul in the clutches of a service job. 50 hours a week to keep your lights on and food in your sons mouth.

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released December 4, 2020

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